My poor future husband…
After I get married I’m going to have “vow renewals” once or twice a year.
That way I have an excuse to prance around my house in my wedding dress and pretend to be a disney princess.
It will be fantastic
I wasnt born to be defined by fear. I was created to be free, and to let go of my inhibition.
Innocence Vs. Vulnerability: My heart has been broken. Just like everyone else. I have experienced pain, and that will stay with me for the rest of my life. But this pain does not define me. I will never have the innocence I once had. But thats ok. Because I can still have the vulnerability. I only have to allow my heart to let people in. Even if they will cut out a piece of it and carry it with them.
So I discovered the other day, while sitting with one of my best friends and contemplating life (I.e. where to go, what to do next, how I want my past to effect my future, etc.) that in life, you do not find yourself once. You find yourself a thousand times. People are a video not a picture. The best part is, you get to be the artist.
As I sit here thinking, I realize that I do not want to live in fear. I do not want to live in regret. I would prefer to live in passion. And so I think I will.